Coicus
so yeah I went to “the ringling brothers and barnum & bailey circus the greatest show on earth” last night. there was a lot of cool stuff to see, so that’s cool. I don’t know, though, either I’m too old or the circus just isn’t as good anymore. as larissa pointed out….there was no tightrope walker….what the crap?? I’m bitter now, I wasn’t before I realized that:) eh. it was still a highly enjoyable evening, though….
oh yeah and I got to see a dog have explosive diarrhea….it was awesome. you know….besides being disgusting and making me want to vomit.
hmm, talked to a friend this afternoon. she was telling me how much I mean to her, and how she’ll always have this connection with me that she won’t have with anybody else. and how I don’t realize how much I mean to her. I mean, we’re good friends, she didn’t mean any of it in a “trying to hook up” way, and I didn’t take it as that. but it just made me feel really crappy, because I don’t think about others enough. I always basically just look out for myself. and I hurt her feelings recently while I was too busy for her….or thought I was…she told me that it made her sad, and then dropped it and forgave me. anyway, there’s a ton more I could say about all of that, but I’m not going to. I’m feeling kinda lonely lately, and I think I’m gonna go crazy next week (spring break, ‘cept not for me)….so besides making me feel crappy, it made me happy to know that I have a couple of really good friends. and at least one that really cares.