apparently my grandmother is doing really bad. I don’t know what’s gonna happen or what I’m gonna do.
on a lighter note, I made a pretty cool new page that’s accessible under the Download Multimedia link. if you have an account check it out.

so this weekend wasn’t great. my grandmother is in the hospital and doing pretty badly apparently. mom saw my tattoos while we were in the hospital and got pretty upset. and was on the phone with dad at the time, so yeah whatever.
on a little better note I discovered the best song [...]

ok so I guess I have to post my own opinions on “the war”. honestly I’m not all that worried about it since it probably doesn’t affect me directly, and even if it did, what does worrying do?
as I’ve said to many people, the only thing that scares me about iraq and friends is [...]

yeah I should really be in bed
it’s really cold in here
this is pretty friggin’ funny.

hey except not really.
I feel sick…..I left some cheeseburgers sitting around for about….um….9 hours. then I ate them. actually I did feel sick, but I saw that as a perfect opportunity for pepto….mmmmmmmmm. we were talking about that today, I finally found another person who actually enjoys the stuff. thomas [...]

so it’s good to be back home.
actually, hmm, it’s not really all that great. just means I gotta get up early and go to work.
but I had an awesome weekend. left work around 2:15, took me about 2 hours to get to athens cause somebody felt like they had to have a [...]

why do i waste my time, why do i make the effort?
nobody’s perfect…
except maybe you.
so how can i meet your standards?
it hurts too much to fail, takes too much to try
every ounce of my heart wants to love you
but the closer i come, the further you push me away…
you allowed me once to look into [...]

man driving home was so scary. there was next to no visibility….at one point my car would not go above 55 it was raining so hard….I was driving and noticing this and all of a sudden I saw my rpms shoot up, and realized I was hydroplaning sideways.
so I was at a-one tonight, and [...]

so yeah, mad props to mitch for the new logo. “I was reading your site and I got bored.” hahaha. people who have artistic and/or musical talent amaze me, I guess cause it’s something I can appreciate, but something I’ll never know. I think I have the technical knowhow to make [...]

and i have another friend. what’s up with this?? beth said i should get my mind off stuff, so I’m gonna go hang out with her and david tonight and watch a movie apparently, that’ll be fun. haha the last time I saw either of them was december. it was [...]