Jan 22

this evening was good, hung out with amanda and holly and her bf, we were dork talking, it was cool. amanda got her ears repierced cause they closed up, she got them at 6. I got 2ga plugs they’re platinum in glass, they’re pretty cool. 5 months ago this past monday I got them done and now I’m finished. next will come double flared 2’s. anyway. who cares. as long as they shrink.

stephen bailed on us

i need to go to bed

Jan 20

1) Using band names, spell out your name:
  Seville
  Taking Back Sunday
  Eels
  Vendetta Red (haha)
  Embraced
  Noise Ratchet

2) Have you ever had a song written about you? no way
3) What song makes you cry? before there was you there was everything…maybe
4) What song makes you happy? the future freaks me out
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? nothing really
6) Name a song by Coal Chamber: pssssh
7) Who was/were your idol/s when you were younger? i dunno
8) First album you ever bought? wow….i suppose that would be a cassette! tape…which is so long ago i don’t remember….something terrible, though
9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why: this is hard…play a song and i could tell you…but to just come up with one…I don’t know I can’t do it

((a p p e a r a n c e))

HEIGHT: 5′11.5″ (gotta put in that last .5″)
HAIR COLOR: brown
SKIN COLOR: i am a gross white boy
EYE COLOR: brown!
PIERCINGS: yes
TATTOOS: yes

((r i g h t n o w))

WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: something bluuuueeeeee
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: well the last one i listened to was….fireworks and phonecalls by brandtson.  cause i was playing the tracks in order
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: I dissolved a tootsie roll in hot water and then we drank it
WHAT’S THE WEATHER LIKE?: atlanta, ga (30332) – 37° F
HOW ARE YOU? i am at work not working and i should go home.  or do some work and make this time count.  but i am being bored instead.  i hate the fact that i’ve stopped capitalizing my ‘i’s.

((d o y o u))

GET MOTION SICKNESS?: no way
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: uhhh…yes…a few!
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: yeah unless they’re yelling at me for destroying my body
LIKE TO DRIVE?: yeah, kind of.  sometimes.

((f a v o r i t e s))

TV SHOW: athf, fg
CONDITIONER: i recently switched from “no conditioner” to suave kids shampoo+conditioner.  I have watermelon and cherry!
BOOK: i read too much to have a favorite
MAGAZINE: don’t read ‘em
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: pepsi vanilla
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: duh
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: be with emily
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: cursive

((h a v e y o u))

BROKEN THE LAW: i have and you have and so has anybody who’s driven.
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: no i never had a reason
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: um i don’t think so
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: hahahahha stephen’s apartments, 5am.  nobody saw of course
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: i don’t think so, that’s just obnoxious
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: i don’t want to go close to one of those
USED YOUR PARENTS’ CREDIT CARD BEFORE: years and years ago…this is a stupid question
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: i skipped my last two classes one friday before logan’s prom in my senior year.  i got saturday school.  i read the book Alive during it.  I just watched that movie 2 days ago.  (keep in mind that the school had no penalties for skipping a whole day, as long as you did it less than 5 times a year…or half a year…or something)
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yeah that’s all i do
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: i never participate in anything willingly.  we had to do something in first grade but i don’t remember it.  except i had a cardboard drum.  it was flat.  i said a line.  people laughed at me.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: i would suppose so

((l o v e))

BOYFRIEND: no thank you
GIRLFRIEND: emily!
SEXUALITY: straight
CHILDREN: no thank you
CURRENT CRUSH: emily?
BEEN IN LOVE?: duh
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: her name was larissa… but mitch got her back!  muahahahaha!  (it wasn’t all that bad in retrospect, but hey that’s funny)
BEEN HURT?: um i suppose?
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: uh….i find i don’t focus on negative things…concerning myself anyway
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: maybe…depends on definitions i suppose…and uh what?

((r a n d o m))

DO YOU HAVE A JOB: yes….i’m at it
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: my car cd player i suppose?  an mp3 cd with fata and tbm and armor for sleep (ugh) and other assorted cds i’ve acquired in the past 4-6 months.
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?:  i would be like cornflower or something nondescript that you usually ignore but occasionally you use it for a minute then stick it back in to ignore for another month or two
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: music, programming, eating
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: emily!….amanda on the rare ocassions i see her!
WHAT’S THE NEXT CD YOU’RE GONNA GET?: this guy said he’d give me the agony scene…there’s a lot of cds i’ve downloaded or copied that i want to buy…uhh…i don’t know
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: i don’t see ANY of my friends enough…amanda, kristen (someday), jessie….OH and can’t forget t, sam, and thomas the manwoman
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: wouldn’t this be the same as what makes you happy?  ”I like to do what makes me happy”  well i don’t make music, but i listen to it. etc.  stuuupid.  i sit in front of computers way too much.  oh and lately i’ve been playing dreamcast, what a great little toy.

((w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t))

TIME YOU CRIED?: um i don’t know…i haven’t really had reason to
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: last one i can think of is summer after HS
YOU GOT E-MAIL: the last real one I got was from emily, 1/13/2004
THING YOU PURCHASED: besides food it was cds.  i think.
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: return of the king.  i need to go again.  perhaps this weekend.  i saw fotr 3 times in the theater, and ttt 5 times….so i’m way behind.  having no money during christmas didn’t help

((y o u r t h o u g h t s o n))

ABORTION: is homicide
TEENAGE SMOKING: smoking is retarded period.  come on, think about it
SPICE GIRLS: no thoughts, that is below my threshold of importance
DREAMS: i think sleep is a waste of time, i wish i never had to do it.  bad dreams…are bad….and good dreams just leave you with disappointment.

Jan 01

I just took out my first piercing!  how about that?  i got my ear cartilage in february 2000, so it’s been almost 4 years.  it’s started hurting all the time lately, and needs a stud, but I lost my short stud, so oh well, it’s gone.

I had a decent break, now it’s time to get back to work.  for christmas I got a 250 gig hard drive!  and the two towers extended and um lots of legos (including an 1100 piece set and an old one that I thought I’d never be able to get) and um some jeans and um blank cds and I don’t remember what else.  a bought some shirts from the thrift store and got 3 nice hardbacks for $2.50 from mckay.  and i got a belt from miranda that she was getting rid of.  I got myself gattaca for $7.99.  i drove almost to memphis today to get emily and take her back to school and then i drove to atlanta and i only got like 3 hours of sleep last night but I have to stay awake, because there is only one reason for TV and that is SciFi on January 1st and July 4th of each year: the twilight zone marathon.  my parents were having a new year’s party, there were 20 or 30 people there and so many cars.  it’s not like our house is that big.

rachel got roller coaster tycoon deluxe, man that game is addicting.  I hope it runs under linux.  i borrowed it…the “NoCD” hack is as simple as installing, copying the <CDROM>\Data to <InstallPath>\Data and changing the SetupPath regkey to the same thing as the Path key.

my ear feels funny

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